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Wednesday, May 19, 2004

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jeh jeh jeh.... what goes around comes around, ne? at any rate, feeling positive about geog group. jeremy foo is damn good k. one of those undiscovered gems in e class. ah well.

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|5:15 PM|

Monday, May 17, 2004

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was just thinking about something. (well better stop thinking too much or won't get geog done :P)
we can't all live with each other. sure there will be people who don't like other people, but was thinking anyway.
hmm.
there's really too much strife going on in 3.9. everytime i talk with wes and mun at tuition wes always
says that 3.10 is a great class, and has great class dynamics, etc.
well i'm not in 3.10, so i can't really make a comment about that, can i?
still.
read clem's blog about "good and bad" groups.
kinda agree with him.... there's no real good and bad group, ne?
what it all boils down to is more of this.
it's not so much how intelligent the members of a group are, it just matters how well they can work.
passe.
sigh. spent a little time thinking about having to get 36 pts at the end of the year.
really tiring. drrong and his 36 pt crap.
is it hard to get 36 pts? yes. you'd be surprised how hard it is to get a2 for everything.
(remember, its 36 for subjects alone. sans iso and pod.)
way i see it, mayb i can get 7 pts for geog and ihs. but it just seems unrealistic, to have 7 points be 85 and above.
sigh.
yanno i think that i'll all be good, sometime.
got my people that i can work with, and who can work consistently.
wish there were less grp projects tho. i can't stand having to constantly coordinate the final stages of the project
hey. i'm fine with doing most of the work, but doing co-ord means that i sleep really late.
sigh. let's sum this up with a song

Everclear - Wonderful

"Hey, ain't life wonderful? Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful... Isn't it wonderful now?"

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world's so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now

Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends won't know
When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

No
No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No
No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

I don't wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna meet your friends
And I don't wanna start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now...

I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

really. i'm tired. i'm sick. i want to jump to IB 1 now. i wanna switch up class.
grr

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|1:43 PM|

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hmm. was just listening to this song.

Dave Mathews Band - Gravedigger

Cyrus Jones 1810 to 1913,
made his great grandchildren believe you could live to 100 and 3
a 100 and 3, is forever when you're just a little kid so
Cyrus Jones lived forever
Gravedigger
when you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
so that I can feel the rain
Gravedigger

Muriel Stonewall 1903 to 1954,
she lost both of her babies in the second great war
now you should never have to watch your only children lowered in the ground
I mean you should
never have to bury your own babies
Gravedigger
when you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
so that I can feel the rain
Gravedigger

Ring around the Rosy
Pocket full of posies
ashes to ashes
we all fall down

Gravedigger
when you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
so that I can feel the rain
oh Gravedigger

Little Mikey Parsons, 67 to 75
He rode his bike like the devil until the day he died
when he grows up he wants to be Mr. Vertigo on the flying trapeze
oh, 1940 to 1992

Gravedigger
when you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
so that I can feel the rain
Gravedigger

when you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
so that I can feel the rain
I can feel the rain
I can feel the rain
Gravedigger

Gravedigger
when you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
so that I can feel the rain
Gravedigger

Hmm. just got me thinking about how precious life is.
basically this guy is walking thru a graveyard, and he describes the people who are buried there.
we're only 15. we've got our whole life in front of us. yet i feel we never cherish it enough.
why so much politics? backstabbing? talking behind others' backs?
we don't cherish life enough. god didn't give it to us to hurt others, he gave it to us to glorify him.
i guess most of us have never thought enough about that fact yea? go visit poh and hoe's blog for a little more about that.....
are we too judgmental? do we dismiss others too easily?
i guess this would be a good thought to ponder on.
i guess i need to relax and take things easy.

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|10:04 AM|

Saturday, May 15, 2004

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notice that i NEVER said i was pissed. i just said i couldn't understand what u pple were doing.
so anyway. no need for u to get pissed. cause i'm not.
see, the point is, i pissed some pple off when i did what i did, and so did u.
u ah... negotiated? fine. but end result was, u didn't get what you wanted.
whatever it is, my point is that it all comes to the same result. nevermind the means.
the result is that people are pissed.
and look here. i already said it. i'm not pissed. i just can't understand.
oh and note something kal. u said that there are different ways of doing something, which means that you do agree with me that we were doing the same thing.
regardless. why should i care anyway?
undesirable elements of the class? says who? it's all in your mindset, bz.
if you want to know, i had a ok grp before yvlim did assigning, and now i still do.
just clarifying my stance here.

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|1:30 PM|

Thursday, May 13, 2004

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things have been looking a little down past few days. well latoya got voted out. :( although i think that all of the finalists have some quality that is their saving grace...
i dunno. i can't seem to adapt to IB. last time in sec 1 and 2 it was listen in class, read thru notes once, then go for test.
but now, need to read through complicated stuff, do assignments, and worst of all do group projects.
some interesting dynamics here-- check this out
when we have a single person who does a lot of work coupled with some others who do some work, the 80-20 rule apllies. 1 person do 80%, 4 other pple do 20%.
now i can't say that happened for my first project, butat least a 20-50 rule then ( i did about half the project).
hmm. so i was kinda pissed, and we all don't need to know what happened later. i think u know anyway.
but hey. check this out.

LAA - Kal + Mun
Conceived : Quite good
Actual : .... (just look at their anthology)

LAB - Kal + Mun + Joel
Conceived : Also quite good
Actual : Quite good but apparently not original enough

hmm. and so on.
simply put. Best members not equal best marks.
infact, i have a theory.

Workers and slackers theory

many people in the past, in the present and potentially in the future have complained about group members not doing their fiar share of work.
yet can multiple hard workers pull the group up?
a case study of mun's group is necessary. often mun's group would be analysed as the best group,
understandable cause mun is the best.
but here's something. they don't always (well actually they have never) gottten the best marks.
so is it really true about the best group?
by law, a group will have workers and slackers.
some people will naturally do most of the work!
example: LAB project
Me (can work)
Poon ( a bit slack)
BZ (a bit slack)
Mingyi (just really slack)
Jason (can work)

so here we have 2 people who can work. yet it ended up that jason did most of the work.
i think at the end of the day, it all boils down to people wanting things to be done in their own way.
in that sense we all want to control the whole scheme of things to our liking.
now something else.

this is to specific members in my class. u should know who you are. anyway you 2 work together all the
time.

now. i complain to mervlyn, u say lots of shit about me and insult me and so on and so forth.
fine. if you say so.
geog field studies come around.
you want to go with mun and jason.
but they already have a group.
so you pester them
and then jason has to ask mun
and mun says no
and then you recommend to yvonne lim that she choose the groups.
perhaps this hasn't so far-reaching effects because
1)yvonne lim had some mind to assign in the first place
2) its restricted to 3.9

but i still have a few sticklers.
1)why do you act in the exact way you criticise and bitch about
2)why do you insist on getting your way
3)why do you not realize that you were acting in the exact same way that i was?
4)and thus, you still have a problem with me despite the fact you act exactly the way i used to act.

doesn't make sense.

in other interesting and totally unrelated events,
1) saw pek ying sze (rg deb8er, sec 4, vice head prefect) around josh's place. jogging. hmm. interesting how many people i know or can recognize stay there.
2) at recess before a maths test, was dicussing girls with a large group of people (lol)
3) we got a class ball (we found it) and it got scribbled all over (theres one section with BS loves jenn and BS loves litzee and all that)
4) went to josh's house. it rox. (well i've been there i think twice before, but it still rox)

anyway, i better go now. haven't done my geog and not intending to do it tonight. mayb after sch instead.

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|11:36 PM|

Monday, May 10, 2004

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hehe i think something may be wrong with my blog :( first tag board got screwed, then now page like cannot load...
anyway. our test has been postponed! haha but if they brought it forward and put it back just to make us study then it didn't work...
cause i didn't study that much anyway.
regardless. tml still got IHS and Add maths. better go study soon, have been slacking the whole afternoon..

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|6:51 PM|

Friday, May 07, 2004

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i shall start and end with a song. don't mind me.

Bon Jovi - Say it isn't so

There's no Santa Claus
It was all a lie
No man in the moon
Just a big light in the sky
I hear Disneyland
Might lose Mickey Mouse
In some giant hostile corporate shake-up
Tell me it's a nightmare
Please wake me up
(Say it isn't so)

I found a book of matches
From someplace we've never been
How come you hang the phone up
The minute I walk in
Last night I had this dream
That I was losing you
I woke up in a cold sweat shaking

Rescue me my heart is breaking

Say it isn't so (tell me it's not true)
Say it isn't so (I believe in you)
Tell me it's a lie (I don't need no proof)
Say everything's alright (couldn't be, not you)
Say it isn't so

Superman don't fly
They did it all with strings
Elvis Presley died
They deep fried the king
Like some tacky cheesy bathing beauty
Dancing on the beach in a bad b-movie

Say it isn't so (tell me it's not true)
Say it isn't so (I believe in you)
Tell me it's a lie (I don't need no proof)
Say everything's alright (couldn't be, not you)

Say it isn't so (don't give up on me)
Say it isn't so (don't give up on you)
Get me through the night (we'll make it through)
Make everything alright (couldn't be, not you)
Say it isn't so..

Say it isn't so (tell me it's not true)
Say it isn't so (I believe in you)
Tell me it's a lie (I don't need no proof)
Say everything's alright (couldn't be, not you)

Say it isn't so (don't give up on me)
Say it isn't so (don't give up on you)
Get me through the night (we'll make it through)
Make everything alright (couldn't be, not you)
Say it isn't so.

sigh... this week has really been getting me down.
this week will go down in the short 3.9. annals as "sick week". not one day passed without someone falling sick and not coming to sch. forget who it was on mon. on tues it was bz (who remained sick the rest of the week) and poon, on wed it was ant, on thurs it was song, and today it was jed and feng.
hmm ian says that if he was in 3.9. he would have pmsed already. i agree. haha if he thot david ang was bad... well aside from that, ib is really starting to get to all of us. today we had 2 sonnet presentations and then the rest weren't ready, so we ended up composing a lame poem parody... sigh.
screw. my hols are split into 3 sections. from the start to debate camp, abt the first week, from the debate camp to church camp, then from church camp to spec course. worst is that after spec course, i have no time at all left.... so i must actually do my hol hw finish before the last week of the hols! *gasps in horror*
sigh.... sometimes i wish i had gone to 3.8. like royt said(i think) they may be screwed but they're having fun.... IB really gets you down after a while. so many things to do, so little time. i stilll owe loo 3 jian bao, and i ahvent done physics quiz one and 2... bleagh. la(b) is still due somemore, and we just found out that our chinese test has been pulled up to this coming thursday!!!!~!@#$%^&*(*#@#$%^&*
MAY I LOUDLY AND PROUDLY SAY. FUCK YOU GRACE KHOO. WHAT'S YOUR BLOODY PROBLEM! IF THERE'S SOME PROBLEM WITH THE ORIGINAL DATE THEN JUST TELL US LIKE BEFOREHAND....
loo claims that we don't study anyway. but that's just fucked. i was plannind to nicely spread one or two ke each day until week 9 friday.... but they had to bring it more than a week forward!!! now i gotta study 3 ke everyday!!! fuck fuck fuck....
and this coming time there's a a maths test. i suppose i will revise a little, but that's about it. how to do so much!
oh yeah. today's chem test is screwed too. me josh bryan colin karan and kevin got totally different answers for like q2 and q3... grr.
so. tests tests test, and projects and assignments somemore. lets see. aside from ISO (bad enough) we still have to hand in EOS!!!!! at the same time somemore....
where are our bloody holidays?
we don't want, we NEED the american school system. you want to get us with homework? then we can still do it in the first month. then we still got 2 months to slack away.
hey. we're the guinea pigs for singapore ib here. what the shit. didja know american IB has NO HOMEWORK??? ok sure they stay back in sch until like 5 but thay have absolutely no shit to do at home!!!
i tell u its a conspiracy. they make us all work like dogs so we won't have some form of uprising against the govt or summat.
gah. i want o levels. dun care if 3.8. pple are chao mugging now (well actually they're not.... most of them at least) cause they're much more relaxed on a daily basis.... would u rather have a trough of chao mug and a long peak or carefreeness or have a constant flatline of moderate to high tension the whole year round? plus i gotta say i prefer tests. lots of people will disagree on this point, but look. in a test, its all on your own merit. u screw yourself, or you own. at the end of the day its a personal effort. but look. in IB, coattail riders abound everywhere! they get stuck with hard working people just so they can slack off... well maybe not totally slack off but to a large extent... shan't name pple here tho.
so they say we need to work with people? sure. but we also need to know pple's strengths and weaknesses. look. there've been 3 lang arts projects already. but look! no chinese, no core math, no chemistry, no geography group projects? doesn't make sense. are you gonna get pple like jon seah screwed just because they aren't humanities pple?
its flawed. the whole system is flawed. i can tell you most of the IBers want to go back to O levels. well at least in 3.9.
well how bout we mass drop? hehe...
sigh. 9 subjects in this format is just too much. just too much. can we say that 6 subjects later on in IBDP is ok? i dunno. but i have a feeling that it's gonna be too much anyway.
regardless, we trudge on through the mud. the mud of IB.
and we can go 2 ways. we'll either drown or pull ourselves out of this mess, one way or another.

Linkin Park - Crawling

Crawling in my skin,
These wounds they will not heal,
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface,
Consuming, confusing,
This lack of self control I fear is never ending,
Controlling
I can't seem
To find myself again,
My walls are closing in,
(Without a sense of confidence,
I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before,
So insecure

Crawling in my skin,
These wounds they will not heal,
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real,

Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me,
Distracting, reacting,
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection,
It's haunting,
How I can't seem,
To find myself again,
My walls are closing in,
(Without a sense of confidence,
I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before,
So insecure...

Crawling in my skin,
These wounds they will not heal,
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real...(2x)

May God Help Us All.
"and give us this day our daily bread..."

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|8:29 PM|

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

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Just doing some soul searching.... how shall i continue on? hmm...
anyway. great song here.

Casting Crowns - If we are the body

It's crowded in worship today
As she slips in trying to fade into the faces
The girls teasing laughter is carrying farther than they know
Farther than they know

But if we are the body
Why aren't His arms reaching?
Why aren't His hands healing?
Why aren't His words teaching?
And if we are the body
Why aren't His feet going?
Why is His love not showing them there is a way?
There is a way

A traveler is far away from home
He sheds his coat and quietly sinks into the back row
The weight of their judgmental glances
Tells him that his chances are better out on the road

But if we are the body
Why aren't His arms reaching?
Why aren't His hands healing?
Why aren't His words teaching?
And if we are the body
Why aren't His feet going?
Why is His love not showing them there is a way?
There is a way

Jesus paid much too high a price
For us to pick and choose who should come
And we are the body of Christ

But if we are the body
Why aren't His arms reaching?
Why aren't His hands healing?
Why aren't His words teaching?
And if we are the body
Why aren't His feet going?
Why is His love not showing them there is a way?
There is a way

Jesus is the way

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|8:58 PM|

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eurgh. bought a slurpee from 7-11. blueberry or summat. well it tates suprememly artificial, but other than that, it seems to be giving me an excessive sore throat.... yeech.
other than that, a big shout out to auggie for helping me in the LA(B) project! thx man, couldn't have done it without ur help.... even tho ur not even in our grp. all the best for your auditions...hmm. well the tennis was postponed today, but that meant ISO :( well still, was mostly slacking while maria nathan was looking thru proposal.... haha mun's grp has some really leet ads man.... which all involve ben chia in rather suggestive poses :P other than that i think they're kinda fine
kudos to clem's grp for getting 27/30 for their ad campaign... and giving the whole class a good laugh in the process.
well we still haven't done our project at all. hope we don't present tomorrow. but in case we do, anyone feel like sleeping at 1.00 am today? all raise hands pls. haha.
song was talking to me abt how life is getting him down, and how he doesn't like the system becasue there's so much to learn and their all different subjects....
i agree, song. if there's something really good about america, its their edu system.
its so relaxed. and who doesn't want 3 month hols?
hmm. gotta think bout that. hope we don't have to present lab tml.

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|8:15 PM|

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

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i'm at a crossroads at my life. either i care too much about what everone says, or i don't give a shit and continue on.
which do u think i chose?
it really doesn't matter to me anymore.... what everyone says. for that matter, not everyone says the same things.
anyway.... when did fish come into the pic? i din't mention u...
anyhow.
will get a page up for my friends soon. haha thx for sticking up for me guys...

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|5:13 PM|

Sunday, May 02, 2004

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all through the night he is lying awake...

slept at 3.30 yesterday, for the fun of it. stayed up till 1, then went out for a slurpee and watched TV for 2 hours.... surprised to say that my neighbourhood has quite a lot of activity even in 1 in the morning. and i thought it was wulu.... well maybe not. sigh. not really tired now though... suppose its the coffee at lunch. shall probably get down to my chem and chinese and just about a million other things after i finish this....

wondering how much more can he take...

life seems to be going down the drain. i'm clinging on to things which i can't really say are really important, and not being true to myself. can i really be? i have seen what happened when i really was true to myself. can any of us honestly say we are always true to ourselves? i suppose not. yet sometimes i wish that i could escape it all, all the stress, pressures, and etc. and just have a good time with my friends, or spend some quality time relaxing at home. man. how i wish i could go back to sec 1, heck, even primary school, and start all over again. oh the things that i would do better! the people i would make better relationships with! the choices i would make! but alas, i can't go back.....

watching the wall where the shadows dance...

so many things, so little time. often i never prorize, and it all falls apart. sigh. IB is really stressful. so much work, work, and more work. i actually wish i could go back to the O level system. perhaps i might change my mind when i would have to mug for the O's? but like auggie said, "i'll stick with the tried and tested" and perhaps that's where i should have gone.
sigh.... i neer seem to stop chasing so many fleeting things. acceptance, happiness, wealth, all these things that i crave but never seem to get. perhaps in seeking these, i crave them ever more and more. i seek to be in demand for projects. yet i know that really isn't the case. what can i do? will someone tell me?

drifting away into a trance...

sometimes i feel all this is a dream. or maybe a nightmare. so many things, never enough happiness. class, school, pressure, so on and so forth. there's been ups and downs, sure, but mostly downs actually... gratz to all my friends, i don't think i could have made it without you all....
i need to wake up. i need to get going. i need to stop showing off, especially when there's nothing to show off. competitiveness? wish i could just do away with it. i need some happiness.....

and his eyes are blazing with fire...

competitiveness. ugh. how i wish i could do away with it all! i'm just stuck i a neverending game of catch up. catch up to this person, catch up to that person. get mun's grades, be nice like auggie, be charming like kal and josh hiew.... but deep down, am i really doing what i want to do? am i being myself? i wish i could find my own niche, and just crawl away and huddle up i there, untouched by the pressures of the world. yet it's not possible, is it? some times i think i don't try hard enough, other times i think i try too hard.... but look at lots of people in my class. they may not have all the connections, super good grades, and such, but they, at least outwardly, are contented enough. they can stay at 60% all their lives and be oblivious to all of it. at the end of the day, perhaps that is just what i wnat. to be contented.

dreams burnt to ashes so many times...

cca. my bane. softball, basketball, and now debate. have i really found my niche? i cant even say i'm sure. perhaps i'm too caught up with this achievements thing. but with all this rotation, can i really get it to work? i failed at basketball because of lack of commitment, to run that last round even if i knew i couldn't do it in time, to persevere and come for all the holiday tranings... i may blame it on the coach but is it really the case? all coaches scream, yell, etc. sometime. at least reprimand in any case. even our debate coach reprimands us sometimes. at the end of the day, maybe i've not tried my best. but it's already sec 3. with so little time left, can i make debate work for me? and can i work for it? i don't think i may even get into team next year.... or speak for that matter. yet i can't even concentrate hard enough for ncc land, and i don't think i may get S6. i may say the judging standard are biased, but who am i to say? i wish it could all work out in the end...
acsi debaters... give me a chance k?

high is the mountain, still he climbs...

we're in for the long haul with IB. i'm not sure that i can coexist with everyone, or even my class for that matter, but it's 6 years. i've gotta go along with the flow anyway. hmm. they say they wanna open up the IB for others at the sec4 intake, but honestly, how will that fare? had some talk with church frens today, and kinda realized that well... there really aren't gonna be that many people coming in. who really wants desperately to come into acs? esp. girls? i mean... i only know of one who wants to come in, and i'm sure one is definitely not enough..... well i can't be sure, really. ah well... i think a reverse njc will happen, with 2/3 boys and 1/3 girls, or even 3/4 boys and 1/4 girls.... sigh.... so on we go.

ready to fly cause he just can't stay...

where am i going to go? will i head overseas and pon NS? i can't be sure really. i feel that my calling is as a doctor, but will it be here or overseas? even more so, i'm not really sure where or when....
with respect to my class, would i want to stay in it next year if i had a choice? (which i don't ) i'm not really sure. i know that i don't really have much goodwill stored up for me in 3.10 anyway.... what with ian and wes... but it's not their fault is it? anyway... i guess i gotta learn to work with my classmates. hmm. my kaki is kinda over in 3.10, so i better rebuild one here in 3.9. need to get a good base of people....

flame burning brighter with every day

at the end of the day, what i have to realize is that it's ok not to be in demand like mun. it's ok not to have a group of the hardest workers, and the best acad people. its ok not to be perfect. hey. read the title of this blog... and so on. can the best people necessarily produce the best results? even that alone is actually quite questionable. too many cooks spoil the broth, as they say....
so, in summary, i need to take front or back seat as i see fit. took back seat for LA(B) and physics. physics worked out pretty well, so who's complaining? LA(B) will be fine too... nothing really hard or complicated there, and hey, we got our stuff going.
reminds me of sec2. i dint manage to get the best group for public speaking competition, so i formed my own, with large resnt. though the members of that group would prpbably not necessarily join me again, at least i realized, that, even with lower tech, less flashy stuff, and so on, eventually, it'll all work out in god's plan for me.

and his eyes are burning with fire....
longing for his deepest desire....

god bless. let's all strive towards a better future k?

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|3:10 PM|

Saturday, May 01, 2004

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whee. just came back from supper. totally pigged out man. haha. but at least i exercise regularly so that's not really a problem.
other random stuff now....
got 66 for chinese test. that's actually one of the highest in the class factoring in a screwed up score of 12.5/21 for zao ju.... anyway lots of the pple who normally get quite high didn't do so well this time... like ian. (both of them. won't say their scores here tho...)
went to weights room for PE. Whooo! weights room roxorx my soxorz (well i dun wear boxorz so i cant say roxorz my boxorz :P) anyway managed to excersise almost all my muscle groups.... yaya. now must get into the habit of doing it in a more orderly fashion. anyway i always like doing weights, its fun (well i like strength training. sure beats running 2.4 :P)
aside from that, must say that tim liew's bball ownz... its nice and light, and is composite leather (with more leather than rubber). it rox for shooting ok. got like 80% accuracy with it today for out of key shots, which is wayyyy more than what i usually get (as u might already have guessed, i don't really shoot well from outside. i prefer to be center). mm. also played bball after sch for a short while, but parents came faster than expected so had to cut short. darn. oh well.
hmm. thinking of whether to make this entry longer or play generals.
hmm. think i shall play generals. nite all!
oh yeah. just want to wish everyone best of luck for your mid-year exams.... hope y'all do well.

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