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Monday, June 28, 2004

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haha shiv was right... stairway to heaven is 8 minutes of ectasy... its soo good. oh well. i feel bored.
REALLY BORED. haha yeah i can't be bothered with HW. i finished my math and ihs (most pressing) so heck with the others...

1 HuNdReD QuEsTiOnS Please fill it out too and send it back!!! Okay, you all know the routine...copy (not forward) this email and paste it onto a new email that you will send. Change all the answers so that they apply to you, then send this to a whole bunch of people you know INCLUDING the person who sent it to you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little facts about your friends. SIMPLE QUESTIONS
Haha i koped this from litz. archives... i think some qns are missing tho.... nvm larz
1. Full name: Soh Zhi An Benjamin
2. Nicknames: BS. frens at church call me "big hands" tho :P "Big GEP" used to be common when i was still in bball...
4. Height: 182. haha. u don't need to be an ABC to be tall!
5. Hair: black
6. Siblings: 25 yr old bro... thats 10 years haha...
7. Do u like to sing in the shower? sometimes.
8. Do u like to sing in the toilet? sometimes too. not audible to those outside the toilet tho!
10. Sign: Aquarius. Maybe that explains my penchant for drinking lots of water :P
11. Address: 12 South Buona Vista Road
12. Sex: Male
13. Righty or lefty: Righty. but used to be lefty, according to my mom. she says the trained me to be righty. doesnt seem right tho :P
14. What do you want in a relationship most? mutual respect and understanding
15. Have you ever cheated on someone: hmm... i don't think so
16. Martial status: single
17. Do you have a car? well, my family has a car... does that count? :P
18. What kinda car do you want? PaGaNi ZoNdA! woop woop! now i just need to scrounge up 1.98 million... :P

FAVORITE QUESTIONS:
19. Movie: dunno. got lots of criticism bout many of them. suppose shrek 2.
20. Song: stairway to heaven by led zeppelin, hallelujah by Rammstein, The Fight Song by Marilyn Manson, Kiss Me by Sixpence None the Richer...
22. TV Show: used to be AMI, but its over... so i suppose The Apprentice would be it.. heh i like the corporate world..
23. Actor: not any in particular... hey why isn't there a fav actress qn? well i love emma watson :P haha
25. Food: fast food, chocs, all things fattening that will shorten my life (that will be a heart attack to go, please...)
26. Number: 69! :P otherwise 7 is the perfect number and 13's good too...
27. Cartoon: does anime count? RUROUNI KENSHIN! :P Groove Adventure Rave Rox too... but they dun have season 2 on AXN :(
28. Disney Character: hmm. no idea. haha
29. Colour: when in doubt, go with black! haha. for clothes la. otherwise green's nice for the eyes and white goes ok with my tan :P

LOVE LIFE ETC:
30. Do you plan on having children: probably. tho not 100% sure...
31. Do you want to get married: yeah.
32. How old do u wanna be when you have your first child: hmm. 30? need some job stabilty first...
33. How old do u wanna be when your married: greater than or equal to 25 (i have no intention of beating my bro, thank you)
34. Would you have kids before marriage: nah. too much hassle. and that's not even touching the moral aspect.
35. Do you have a b/f or g/f ? hmm. wouldn't say so.
36. Do you have a crush? i think so. on emma watson :X

EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)
38. Music/TV: well, music probably because TV doesn't have nice shows all the time, but i have nice music on my com all the time :P
39.Guys/Girls: both are necessary for the propagation of the human race. =P Guys probably
40. Green/Blue: Green. its scientifically proven to be the color most pleasing to the eye. :P
41. Pink/Purple: wouldn't be caught dead wearing wither color! i suppose purple is better. i like darker shades.
42. Summer/Winter: heck its summer whole year round in s'pore! WINTER of course...
43. Night/Day: all the fun stuff happens at night, as u noe :P not as hot either. tho electricity bills could be a problem :P
44. Hangin Out/Chillin: Chillin. not that much diff i suppose...
45. Dopey/Funny: Funny. unless its both dopey and funny. haha.

OTHERS:
46. weird saying I have? so muss er seinen nachsten lieben, du hast mich gefragt und ich hab nichts gesagt... and other german phrases from rammstein songs :P
47. what skool do u go to? ACS (I)! and no we are not all independent! i would say more of dependent than independent ahah
48. have you ever taken drugs? kit kat! and coke with ice.... LOL...
49. What's a major turn on(girls) for you? someone i can talk to. (note. somehow this is the exact same ans that litz gave :X)
50. How far would you go on a first date? ask jennifer. haha. not far la...
52. which 7 people do you trust and are open with the most? hmm... josh, nat, litz, vicsiek, jon, auggie, and erm... mun. at least for the trust part.
53. what do you think of your "soul mates"/bestfriends? they've done so much for me... i think they're great!
54. is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? i wouldn't know. i'm not a good flirt anyway :P
55. what was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? hm... parents not keeping promises? was more pissed than teary tho...
57. are you happy? i'm kinda drowning in work, but i don't really noe it. haha! well i suppose so. i got into trouble but the pple forgot to punish me! yay...
59. What's an object you can't live without? my com. haha. if my father talks about my life being about the 17 inch screen, he's rite.
61. Silver or gold: "all that glitters is gold"... haha
62. Diamond or pearl? diamond. sparkles better...
63. Sunset or sunrise? sunset i suppose... it precedes night :P anyway i'm never awake early enuff for a sunrise...
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping: nope.
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: nope. i'd throw them off the bed when i sleep.
66. Do you have any piercings? hmm i think my ear drum from too much loud music :P but otherwise no.
68. What song are you listening to right now? smash mouth - all star. its a nice song.
69. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 5432! HA! BEAT THAT! my home phone btw...
70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? hmm... depending on finances... either europe or NZ. NZ's cheaper. haha
71. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? God. and those close to me...
72. What's your favourite sport? basketball! don't mind if you can't block me..
73. What's your favourite instrument? Guitar's nice. haha when i have enuff time and money i'll go buy the double guitar...
74. What makes you happy? good results, and being in the presence of friends.
76.SPECS OR CONTACT LENSES: well after seeing my fren poke his contact lens with a pencil.... haha.. my eyes are small for my face. contacts won't look good. so specs it is.
77. What's the best advice given to you? that our life on earth is to glorify god in all that we do
78. Have you ever won any special award? erm... top in math and geog in sec 1m top in geog in sec 2? i suppose...
79. What are your future goals? beat mun! ok for more realistic goals, get back to 2nd in class. oops. maybe that's not so realistic after all...
80. Worst sickness u ever had? hmm... something for anaemia or asthma. had to stay in hospital and get poked by IV. yea.
81. Do you like Funny or scary movies? hmm. funny movies i suppose, cause u can watch them at night :P
82. On the phone or in person? on the phone. i have problems speaking with pple in person...
83. Hugs or Kisses? don't really do either... but i suppose hugs.
84. Wat songs seems to reflect you the most? Something Told Me by Coal Chamber. hmm. don't mind i put it here...
COAL CHAMBER LYRICS

"Something Told Me"

Some thing told me to tell you
Not to tell me what you do
I am what I fuckin' am
Many have tried to change this man
Life's always been an uphill fight
Some things I do you may not like
Life's always bee an uphill fight
Some thing I do you may like

Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me
Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me

Why do you do the shit that you do?
I'm doing just what I do
No, not what I want to do
But what I've got to to do we're through
Life's always been an uphill fight
Something I do you may not like
Life's always been an uphill fight
Something I do you may not like

Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me
Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me

Some thing told me to tell you
Not to tell me what you do
I am what I fuckin' am
Many have tried to change this man
Life's always been an uphill fight
Some things I do you may not like
Life's always bee an uphill fight
Some thing I do you may like

Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me
Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me

I'm sick of this shit
I'm sick of this shit
I'm sick of this shit, motherfucker!
I'm sick of this shit
I'm sick of this shit
I'm sick of this shit

I'm out of my mind and you're driving me crazy

Don't give it to me
Don't give it to me
Don't give it to me
Don't give it to me

It's not the same, it's not same
some things are not that same anymore

Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me
Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me

oops. that just made this entry heck longer. anyway. what can i say. i'm an angry man.
85. If you die tmr who wud u leave everything u own to? i don't really own much... i suppose my cousins and frens can have my books, and my dad can slp in my room so he won't bother my mom with his snoring... =X
86. Do you have any enemies? yup. satan. haha. otherwise i suppose its not enemies but just pple who don't like me.
87. What is your greatest fear? that i get left all alone. loneliness is deadly...
88. Would you rather be rich or famous? rich duh. i get 10 bux a week allowance!
89. What time is it in Albania now? hmm. no idea. unfortunately there's only time zones for london and moscow... is albania somewhere around there?
90. Have you ever been in love? not really...
91. Have you met santa? no i don't think so. he's for kids, anyway...
92. If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign asking to use your phone? er... i think intergalactical phone calls are q expensive yea? of course if ur talking about the litz (elizabeth tan, E.T.) then that's fine with me :P
93. when did u last tok to the person u like? hmm. i like lots of pple. im talking to jason now. i like him. haha.
94. Do u have any pets? a cocker spaniel called kingston. he's kinda dumb tho.. i thot spaniels were smart. o well.
95. Whats your email address? alakazam93@hotmail.com..... for some reason pple keep asking me why the 93 and not some other number.
97. Are you an alcoholic? haha! erm i would say no, but pple who went thailand with me would beg to differ... haven't touched it in 6 months tho? so i guess not.
98. Who sent this to you? i copied it myself. haha. from litz, by best fren :P
99. What do you think of this person? she's funny, (or lame rather) and constantly cheerful. i feel good when helping her too.

ok, if this wasn't long enough, there's lyrics to stairway to heaven comin up! hahaha... but its a real nice song... whoever wants can ask me. in fact, whoever wants whatever song can ask me too. im resourceful when it comes to that.

Led Zeppelin - Stairway to Heaven

There’s a lady who’s sure
All that glitters is gold
And she’s buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows
If the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and she’s buying a stairway to heaven.

There’s a sign on the wall
But she wants to be sure
’cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook
There’s a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.

There’s a feeling I get
When I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen
Rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who standing looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.

And it’s whispered that soon
If we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn
For those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.

If there’s a bustle in your hedgerow
Don’t be alarmed now,
It’s just a spring clean for the may queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by
But in the long run
There’s still time to change the road you’re on.
And it makes me wonder.

Your head is humming and it won’t go
In case you don’t know,
The piper’s calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow,
And did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.

And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How ev’rything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.

And she’s buying a stairway to heaven.

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|8:55 PM|

Saturday, June 26, 2004

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just had a bust up with my parents... oh well, i get pissed easily, i dunno why.. i suppose i need to change that aspect. meanwhile, i have d/led a number of movies illegally from kazaa :P hehehe... hope i'm not costing them any money yea.... ah well.
lots of hw now. i got like 2 days to do finish, and i wan to play xbox tml so i beeter finish it today... garr... quote joshie "loo is killing us slowly"... oh yea and i came back from spec course a number of days ago... and i must conclude that NCC pple have the absolute worst organisational skills in the whole world... waste time like siao, like we got nothin to do one... hmm. in future remind me not to pack my june hols with mass camps yea... sighz and we all got 3rd sg aexcept chi loong and joshie so gratz to them... i suppose it was our mutual that screwed us up. shuo xian was like, "if keith tan see then he will think its because i slack then yall get 3rd sg" aiya but keith tan was the one who screwed us in the first place by sending us down on the wrong day lorz...
bleah. we now have 2 clts that came back, zi yang and terence. but of course their nice pple :P cause their acs clts... the only clt that came from acs that's screwed up is kerching and he's gone to army... bye bye kerching...
bleah. must do my work now. shall leave u with a nice song.

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing,(swing, swing) swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift up your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me (kiss me) down by the broken tree house
Swing me (swing me) upon it's hanging tire
Bring, bring,(bring, bring) bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

So kiss me...(2x more)

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|2:25 PM|

Saturday, June 19, 2004

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ouch! it is friggin hot here... sweating just by sitting in front of the com... do note that the fan and aircon are on... tho i must say that my bro's aircon is quite defective.
so anyway, just went to see the doc today for some fungus infection... apparently it will take a few weeks to heal and that i must not scratch it... damn, forgot to ask him for anti-itch pills... well that doesn't bode too well esp. considering that i'm leaving for spec course on mon.... even worse is that we all do not have spec course manuals. wow. apparently due to keith tan's screwup, we don't have manuals, our seniors don't either and we need to make posters for IFC mutual! *mutters* wow this is so fun. must start demanding that keith tan get us our marksmanship badges...
argh. the combination of the heat + itch is really gonna kill me soon. can't even imagine about spec course man... mass pushups is not a good way to end hols...
hmm. actually, i think that it would ahve been better if the spec course clashed with church camp, then i could go for spec course and then kal's party and then still ahve the last week free... oh sigh.
anyway, just downloaded resident evil (the whole movie) from kazaa (hehe) and am now watching it... the movie itself grossed 100 million but i must say it's not much really, its just the extension of the vid game series afterall... and apperently they are making resident evil: apocalypse which is loosely based on resident evil 3: nemesis... chamuel has this theory that vidgame to movie or vice versa never works out... either the gameplay sucks or its not based on the plot of the movie... oh well... oh yea and they came up with this really weird thing for the resident evil webby where u make some kinds of creatures and can advance in level and all that kinda stuff.... its kinda lame tho, cause u have to play it for a heck long time in order for you to be good at it... well i guess some pple are q boliao then, judging by the models on the webby...
ok better do my chinese now. bye...

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|4:17 PM|

Friday, June 18, 2004

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wow just came back from church camp... it was great! there was like so much stuff we did there.... ok basically i felt touched by the youth pastor's sermons on the occult and witchcraft and all that... it was kinda scary... but it just proves how satan is at work deceiving all of us. better be careful...
regardless, had lots of fun too. water rugby was q fun :P haha the uncles were all remarking abt how i was e star player and all that :P and i had a great time with sam, nick, and jon. got to know lots of youth and "future youth" (p6 p5 liddat) too so i guess was pretty successful, although i did get some physical injuries (mostly self-inflicted out of ignorance tho!)
oh well. monday's spec course and then i have friday saturday and sunday to finish my work! WOW. oh well...
just some numbers cause i'm kinda bored.

65 days to my bro's wedding (woop woop :P)
10 days to the end of the hols (grr)
80 days to the sept hols (which will undoubtedly be packed with hw)
87 days to term 4 (then we die)
100-115 days to end of year exams (doesn't seem so far does it?)
134 days to nov 1 (the start of end of year hols!)

hmm...

Hoobastank - The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|9:41 PM|

Sunday, June 13, 2004

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i'm going off for church camp for a while (1 week) so this blog will unfortunately be on haitus until then. that is, unless victor siek bothers to make an entry. yup, that's right, he's my new co-blogger. tho i won't bother to ask pple to update until he posts his first entry...

Anyway, this is a nice song. it's kinda disturbing tho, as it reflects the corruption of the catholic church or sumthin like that...

Rammstein - Hallelujah

Er ist fromm und sehr sensibel
an seiner Wand ein Bild des Herrn
er wischt die Flecken von der Bibel
das Abendmahl verteilt er gern

Er liebt die Knaben aus dem Chor
sie halten ihre Seelen rein
doch Sorge macht ihm der Tenor
so muss er ihm am nachsten sein
auf seinem Nachttisch still und stumm
ein Bild des Herrn
er dreht es langsam um

Wenn die Turmuhr zweimal schlagt
hallelujah
faltet er die Hande zum Gebet
hallelujah
er ist ohne Weib geblieben
hallelujah
so muss er seinen Nachsten lieben
hallelujah

Der junge Mann darf bei ihm bleiben
die Sunde nistet uberm Bein
so hilft er gern sie auszutreiben
bei Musik und Kerzenschein

Wenn die Turmuhr zweimal schlagt
hallelujah
faltet er die Hande zum Gebet
hallelujah
er ist ohne Weib geblieben
hallelujah
so muss er seinen Nachsten lieben
hallelujah

Wenn die Turmuhr zweimal schlagt
hallelujah
nimmt er den Jungen ins Gebet
hallelujah
er ist der wahre Christ
hallelujah
und wei?, was Nachstenliebe ist
hallelujah

Dreh dich langsam um
dreh dich um

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|2:12 PM|

Saturday, June 12, 2004

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wow came back from deb8 camp, and must say its really really fun haha. will be even more fun next year when we get to organise etc. etc. well basically, on the first day we played games and had debates, with the sec3s from acs chairing. well the juniors definitely need more training haha... tho all the acs pple participating were sec1s so that may have been a reason for the standard being lower than the other scholls who got to put sec2s in. anyway, after the debates we all went to watch harry potter, for me it was my second time so amyb i shud have watched day after tomorrow... ah nvm, anyway wonder if my church pple will want to watch anything tml? hmm... maybe spiderman 2 or something like that yea... haha so when we came back it was 1 because i think we missed the last bus from plaza sing :P anyway, had fun.... ok for the second day, we had the amazing race which was amazingly tiring :( and due to some crap tour guide we went from 4th to last cause we walked from PS to meridien to sing arts museum back to the atrium :@ sack that bloody tour guide man... :P haha and i spent the 10 we got for second leg at bk after the race... i was like "i want a double whopper with cheese meal upsize" and then the cashier asked her colleague how to program that into the register... LOL. yea so went back and i ended up sleeping at 5 cause i was playing unreal tourney.... LOL. haha then the next day i started doing weird things like wrting 6 resolutions during the UN conf. we held. haha. was kinda surprised that sean paul didn't go up to speak as often as i thot they would... so in the end i bagged both prizes for the ga in my room. lol. tho i was the only sec3 participating... haha. anyway i went to (unsuccessfully) play ultra-bridge and play rugby... josh hiew says i should tackle harder for a guy my size. haha. well anjan did tackle real hard so... u asked for it josh! haha. so well i was uber shack when i went back and missed dinner by sleeping from 7pm to 6am... hahaha. well my conclusion from the debate camp is that the overall standard of debate is q good, and that cat high will continue to be very dangerous in the debate circuit... at least when their batch of sec2s become sec 3s and 4s that is. although i must say that some cat high pple are a little strange. like ahem *shaun* ahem... oh yea and mgs has a very interesting prefect badge... it says "miss prefect (year)" which gives most pple the impression that the person is a winner of some prefect competition... except until i saw another mg prefect who was wearing the exact same badge then i realized. haha.
anyway, today went for rmun briefing and presentation, except that i ended up not going to the presentations cause i thot we were goig to hang around in the presentation rooms, to which i could find out a little more about each country's stance, but in the end we hung around outside and sam asked me to go home so i did... haha. hope april and kal managed to do a one-person prezzie for each of their teams...
yea. will be leaving on monday for church camp. have to bring my hw along this time tho :( so i guess i will slack this wkend off talking to deb8 pple that i didn't know knew me :P ah well... oh yea and watching rurouni kenshin is a little disturbing... its like all the samurai x major fight scenes except with a heck lot more blood and killings every 2 minutes or summat.... anyway rurouni kenshin precedes samurai X so its kinda expected since that time he was battousai the slasher... yea and i watched gundamwing endless waltz too... q interesting that it went as far back as 1988... thot it was kinda recent until now... so anyway, i guess that's about it.... will now go off with a new passion to improve my WWP skills haha...

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|6:48 PM|

Saturday, June 05, 2004

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Can't Stop Praising
Words and Music by Tulele Faletolu and Marty Sampson

Try to find the words
To express the way you are
But the beauty of the lord
Cannot be described in just one lifetime

Look at the sun over the seas
Look at your grace that covers me
Now I know
Yes I know
Now I know
I know your love has saved me

In the morning
I can't stop praising your name
In the evening
I can't stop praising your name
In the morning
I can't stop praising your name
In the evening
I can't stop

And I want you to know
Yes I want you to know
Oh yes I

Lord you're so amazing
Every word you say is true
Better than the finest treausre
So glad that I found you

You held me close
When I was down
Your world has turned my world around
Now I know
Yes I know
Now I know
I know how much I love you

Hallelujah
We praise your name
We praise your name

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|12:28 PM|

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power. praise. worship.
IN THE EVENING I CAN'T STOP PRAISING YOU MY GOD!

wow. still feeling high after the great session at Festival of Praise Yeaterday. haha it was so great to feel the joy, the emotion, and the power of just coming into the presence of the lord. may his name be praised forever and ever! haha initially i was a little unsure of the raise hands and jump about kinda thing, (cause my parents seem to associate that with charismatic movement) but i pretty soon got into the whole emotion of the worship, and that was to simply come into god's presence. the mid-worship sermon by e pastor was so touching. heh i though i had heard so mcuh beofre, but this was new. and it just asked us to take from god, that it refresehes him, that we should take from him freely, that his grace, mercy, power and love should shine upon us and give us peace for all out daily work. how true! we really don't tkae from him enough. it was also interesting how the pastor said the very day he decidd to put exercise before god, he fell sock. so really, we try to live out our lives, daily, go along with the flow, but we never really take enough from god. i know myyself to be one such person, and im sure there are a lot of others who are the same way. and darlene's testimony was also so encouraging, to see that god can really mend and heal lives, and turn them all around. wow.... the worship itself was also great. the emotion,the power of god, was really in the place! i could just feel god in the presence by the power of the worship and praise. the best part was when all those people who wanted to profess to a new fatih in christ came forward and said the sinners prayer. wow. it shows that god really is in the midst of us. his power will work through us and in us! may his name be praised forever!
to josh hoe, josh hiew, mat chek, jenn, moz, jason, and all the others who missed yesterday, today will be great. today will be awesome. today YOU SHALL SEE THE POWER OF THE LORD! (just remember to go early :P)

AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW, YES I WANT YOU TO KNOW, OH YES I !

AMEN ! HALLELUJAH! PRAISE THE LORD!

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|12:05 PM|

Thursday, June 03, 2004

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heheheh co blogging seems to be the new in-thing!
wah matrix muzak really is cool:P and i watched this uber vid for DBZ where vijeeta got killed like 10 times... muahaha
hoho. hope can get something for olympiad. just not participation can liao.... hmm do they give credit :P
quote of the day (shan't say by who for his sake) : "why am i here? ....(i reply "because its compulsory").... good thing they don't give anything less than participation.... "
lol.......
although this may seem weird... i recommend heavy metal to those who get pissed easily. it really somehow helps.
oh yeah that reminds me. saw an interesting documentary about pple who get pissed more easily and who cannot control their anger. seems they have less grey matter and dulled front brain function (i think its called the cerebral cortex or summat). haha that sounds like me lol...
well. gotta try to finish something today before i go watch harry potter 3 :D:D:D with my best fren...
meanwhile, song of the day...

weird. seems there are 2 translations.... will anyone who noes german tell me.

Rammstein - Du hast

Du
Du hast
Du hast mich

Du
Du hast
Du hast mich

Du hast mich
Du hast mich gefragt
Du hast mich gefragt
Du hast mich gefragt und ich hab nichts gesagt

Willst du bis der tod euch scheidet
Treu ihr sein f¨¹r alle tage...

Nein

Willst du bis zum tod der scheide
Sie lieben auch in schlechten tagen....

Nein

(translation:

You have
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You
You have
You have me

You
You have
You have me
You have asked me
You have asked me
You have asked me
And I did not say anything

Will you until death does sever
Be upright to her forever

No

Will you ’til death be her rider
Her lover too, to stay inside her

No

other translation

Du
Du hast
Du hast mich
Du
Du hast
Du hast mich
Du
Du hast
Du hast mich
Du
Du hast
Du hast mich
Du
Du hast
Du hast mich
Du hast mich
Du hast mich gefragt
Du hast mich gefragt
Du hast mich gefragt und ich hab nichts gesagt
Willst du bis der Tod euch scheidet
treu ihr sein fur alle Tage...
nein nein
Willst du bis zum Tod der Scheide
sie lieben auch in schlechten Tagen....
nein nein
Du
Du hast
Du hast mich
Du
Du hast
Du hast mich
Du
Du hast
Du hast mich
Du hast mich
Du hast mich gefragt
Du hast mich gefragt
Du hast mich gefragt und ich hab nichts gesagt
Willst du bis der Tod euch scheidet
treu ihr sein fur alle Tage...
nein nein
Willst du bis zum Tod der Scheide
sie lieben auch in schlechten Tagen....
nein nein
Willst du bis der Tod euch scheidet
treu ihr sein fur alle
nein nein

[English Translation:]

You
You hate
You hate me
You
You hate
You hate me
You
You hate
You hate me
You
You hate
You hate me
You
You hate
You hate me
You hate me
You hate me to say
You hate me to say
And I did not obey
Will you until death does sever
Be upright to her forever
Never never
Will you 'til death be her rider
Her lover too, to stay inside her
Never never
You
You hate
You hate me
You
You hate
You hate me
You
You hate
You hate me
You hate me
You hate me to say
You hate me to say
And I did not obey
Will you until death does sever
Be upright to her forever
Never never
Will you 'til death be her rider
Her lover too, to stay inside her
Never never
Will you until death does sever
Be upright to her

hmmm..... who cares. nice song regardless.

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|2:20 PM|

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

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crap. forgot to save the last entry before i had to close everything.
ah well... today was q ok la. went for rmun, and did math hw cause im PC :P slack job
anyway, guess there's really not much to say, except must thank mun for helping me in maths and josh for lending me his notes.
will be going to watch potter on thurs. yay. haha NHG booked the entire suntec place for the 9.30 show :P the pros of being a doc.
hehe and i get to go with my best fren too... so fun.
meanwhile, been listening to matrix music, must say its really good... haha techno and heavy metal make for good listening :P
not much else to say....

Rob Dougan - Furious angels

Like a sentence to death
I've got no options left
I've got nothing to show now
I'm down on the ground
I've got seconds to live
And you can't go now

Cause love, like an invisible bullet has shot me down and I'm bleeding - yeah, I'm bleeding
And if you go, furious angels will bring you back to me

You're a dirty needle
You're in my blood and there's no curing me
And I want to run
(like the blood from a wound)
To a place you can't see me

Cause love, like a blow to the head, has left me stunned and i'm reeling - yeah, I'm reeling
And if you go, furious angels will bring you back to me

You're a cold piece of steel between my ribs and there's no saving me
And I can't get up from this wet crimson bed that you made for me

Cause love, like a knife in the back, has cut me down and I'm bleeding - yeah, I'm bleeding
And if you go, angels will run to defend me - to defend me

Cause i can't get up
I'm as cold as a stove
I can feel the life fade from me
I'm down on the ground
I've got seconds to live
Then what's there that waits for me?

Cause love, like a sentence of death has left me stunned, and i'm reeling - yeah, i'm reeling
And if you go, furious angels will bring you back to me

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|7:35 PM|

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

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have not posted for a long time, so will do so now.
sigh. theres a gay amount of homework, and a gay amount of stuff to do. my last week of the hols is actually next week beacuse aqfter that i have debate, church, and then spec course camp in succession. whee.
so. aside from the fact that half my hols is gone, i still have 17 pcs of homework, notably kkoh's gay shit amounts of revision for maths, and two grp projects.
oh yeah. essay of science, geog fieldstudies, iso first draft, la(a), chinese, IHS, so on. sigh.
been finishing the easier stuff first. gah. need my IHS file tho so i can finish that easy part of doing the file dividers and so on.
aside from that, have had strange cravings for matrix music recently. haha.

Rob Zombie - Reload
re-re-re-re-reload
reload

time to die (time to die) (x2)

silhouetting, complicating
whom to dare – I do not care
what is form and exploration
everything is everywhere
increase time and spin around it
ready for another day
power up and memorize it
snap the mag and blow away

chorus:

pin eyed god
get away
pin eyed god
here to stay, yeah
pin eyed god
break on you
pin eyed god
coming through, yeah

time to die (x2)

I rejecting, back and building
where you stare - I do not care
what is crawling and competing
everything is everywhere
deep inside you get around it
reaching back another day
jump it up and feel the heat
you snap the mag and blow away

chorus (x1)

time to die (time to die) (x2)

reload-addd (x4), yeah
reload

chorus (x1)

time to die (time to die) (x5)

reload-addd

haha. strangely appropriate now that i look at it, its work, work, more work, and refresh and reload. oh wait. cut the refresh. just reload. sigh.
for those who think that IB is slack (i noe some) you're wrong. there's gay amts of hw.
ah well. high points to come soon... will prob go for hillsongs concert and ushering.... also theres rmun training tml so mayb can go watch movie aft that or summat....
of course, the camps will be fun. hope i can finish my work by that time.
so anyway. y'all keep praying k? we all need god's grace at some time or another...
kk. got lots of work. bye all....

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|12:56 PM|