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Wednesday, July 28, 2004

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ok... interclass debate is tomorrow. we are soo screwed... haha we don't have a case at all! and i think niche and wes were lying when they said they had not prepped. anyway, not to undermine their credibility or anything.
oh well. guess i better go do my work now. shall prep the case tml. haha.

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|10:52 PM|

Sunday, July 25, 2004

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phew its been a long time since i blogged... not that much time now wither to make a long entry either... where shall i begin? had 2 tests last week, handed in portfolio, so on and so forth..
sigh. ac debate lost out in the semis. its a year of upsets yea? firs in euro, then here :P well gratz to sc anyway for winning... yea and sorry to y'all for not comin down... had geog... so yea. fieldstudies at east coast was quite lame. ended up listening to a 1 hour geog lecture from professor tay but got bored after a while cause he was just repeating himself... as do most geog teachers. sigh. we want our hwee koon :P anyway, the whole thing was q shibai... wanted to go bowling but then ended up that most of the pple had to go somewhere, or go home... anyways i had no cash anyway, so i ended up going back home... haha... i guess they still went eventually.
anyhow. ff8 has been fun! im now at the esthar area and i can already do some 1337 dmg with irvine and ap ammo.... anyhow, i just got 100 aura stones so that helps too... hehe missed out on alexander tho, so that might affect my game later... at least the acq. of doomtrain might be hard...
went to kaleidoscope on fri with litz. was q ok, tho i fell asleep during the guitar's performance cause it was so boring.... apparently all 3 acts did better on saturday cause they were performing to a capacity crowd... gah. o well. guess there's not much else to be said, cept there was this leet guy who clapped right after the chamber started performing (tham - "what's your problem?!") and made everyone stare at him... sigh. some pple are just so boliao yea...
regardless. i better be going now. see ya!

Nobuo Uematsu - Liberi Fatali
(left is latin, right is english)

Fithos Lusec Wecos Vinosec

Succession of Witches

(anagram of FLWV, with ``Love'')

Excitate vos e somno, liberi mei

Cunae non sunt

Excitate vos e somno, liberi fatali

Somnus non eat

Wake from your sleep, my children,

The childhood years (cradles) are gone.

Wake from your sleep, fated children,

The peace (rest) is gone.

Surgite

Invenite

Veni hortum veritatis

Horti verna veritatis

Rise!

Search!

Go to the true garden,

The garden of vernal truth.

Ardente veritate

Urite mala mundi

Ardente veritate

Incedite tenebras mundi

Fiery truth

Burn the evil world.

Fiery truth

Light the dark world.

Velete, liberi

Diebus fatalibus

Goodbye, children,

The day has died.

Fithos Lusec Wecos Vinosec

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|10:25 PM|

Sunday, July 18, 2004

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hmm... blogger just got a new layout again it seems....
well, today has been unproductive in terms of work (so what's new?) i did learn how to wash my home toilets tho :P and have washed 2 of them... so that helps mayb. yea and i did actually do work at my tuition (gasps) otherwise, planning to slack away the day... later going my godfather's place to eat durian... hehez...
yea yesterday was geog fieldstudies. rather boring, but i came back to sch and played 3 hrs of bball... forgot to go down and support HCs... ah well...
i feel kinda bored now. shall go play ff8 in a while. hope litz comes on soon, havent talked to her in ages...
that's about it i guess...

[Intro]
All my life i've been waiting
for you to bring a fairy tale my way
you're living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok I don't feel safe
I don't feel safe

[Verse 1]
Left broken, empty in despair
wanna breathe can't find air
thought you were sent from up above
but you 'n me never had love
so much more i have to say
help me find a way

[Chorus]
And i wonder if you know
how real it feels
to be left outside alone
when it's cold out here
well maybe you should know
just how it feels
to be left outside alone
to be left outside alone

I tell ya all of my life i been waiting
for you to bring a fairy tale my way
you're living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok I don't feel safe
I need to pray

[Verse 2]
Why-y do you play me like a game
always someone else to blame
careless helpless little man
some day i might understand
there's not much more to say
but i hope you find a way

[Chorus]
Still i wonder if you know
how real it feels
to be left outside alone
when it's cold out here
well maybe you should know
just how it feels
to be left outside alone
to be left outside alone

I tell ya all of my life i been waiting
for you to bring a fairy tale my way
you're living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok I don't feel safe
I need to pray

(Heavenly father please save me)
save me
Oh ohhhhhh

[Repeat Chorus]

All of my life i been waiting
for you to bring a fairy tale my way
you're living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok I don't feel safe
I need to pray

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|5:56 PM|

Thursday, July 15, 2004

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blah. yvonne lim is bloody crap.
absolute.
f--ing.
crap.
wah lau. every damn morning, she must nag at us about our class. today was the worst. she was nagging for like 10 minutes and yelling about how who and who was disrespecting dr. ong by reading or doing whatever while he was giving devotion over the PA. wth man... they weren't even disturbing anyone? i mean jon seah was reading a book, dammit! and she demanded that they all write letters of apology to drrong for doing sth during his devotion.
newsflash, madam. roughly half the school (and this is optimistic) doesn't listen to devotion.
newsflash 2. if people are not christian, why shouldn't they be able to do whatever during devotion if it doesnt bother others?
back to her nagging, today i saw a *shut the hell up* look on basically everyone's face after the 5th minute.... of course she coulnd't take a hint could she?
bah.
hell. don't know why i signed up for this. shall drop geog in IB.
meanwhile, there's still 1 and a half years to endure her crap....
damn. if she's our class teacher next year i'll puke man....

Marilyn Manson - Long Hard Road Out of Hell

I want to fly into your sun
Need faith to make me numb
Live like a teenage christ
Im a saint, got a date with suicide
Oh Mary, Mary
To be this young is oh so scary
Mary, Mary
To be this young im oh so scared
I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell
I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell

You never said forever, could ever hurt like this
You never said forever, could ever hurt like this

Spin my way out of hell, theres nothing left this soul to sell

Live fast and die you too
How many times to do this for you?
How many times to do this for you?

Mary, Mary
To be this young im oh so scared
I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell
I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell

You never said forever, could ever hurt like this
You never said forever, could ever hurt like this

I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell

Long hard road, out of hell

I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell

Sell my soul for anything, anything but you
Sell my soul for anything, anything but you

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|11:04 PM|

Sunday, July 11, 2004

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NORTH, SOUTH, EAST, WEST, CHINA, CHINA, IS THE BEST!!!
yay! we won rmun.... tts so fun. gratz to hiew for best del. in sc, mike for best del. in GA, matt for honorary mention in ECOSOC, josh and shiv for honorary mention, and myself (oops. ego trip :P) for honorary mention in presscorps.

well. back to work! haha. tried to have an unsucessfull meeting with group members today ending up in only deecky being present. bah. anyway, our play is tml so we shall officially die... sigh... not to mention we need to pay juin shiong 50 !!!! for the rental of the 2 steel swords... damn i better use them in areas other than the play....

haha. back to rmun. after rmun it was 11.30 so me, shiv, cynthia, felicia, and christl went to kap for supper... tho the macs there closed at 12 haha so we ended up spending most of our time outside... anyway by the time i reached home it was 1! and i didn't sleep at alll during church today so im basically q tired... whcih means, FF8! hahaha...

so yea. off to play FF8 now.
mwahaha. now that my maid is gone my mom is less pms... so is actually paying me my full allowance now! good tradeoff for having to wash dishes and clean my own room.... haha. not to mention the family saving 600++ a month too...

Evanescence - Going Under

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50,000 tears I've cried
Screaming,Deceiving,
And bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me

Don't want your hand this time
I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

.:cHorUs:.
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning you (drowning you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
(I don't know what's real and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts is my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning you (drowning you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through,
I'm...

So go on and scream
Scream at me, so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning you (drowning you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through,
I'm going under (going under)
Going under (drowning you)
I'm going under

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|3:59 PM|

Friday, July 09, 2004

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tired.
cynical.
deprived.
mindless.
stoned.
overworked.
underpaid.

gah. life is horribly packed with work now.... i have tons of crap not touched at all... like iso, eos, etc etc... blah. right now am typing out amendments to my cl report...
wahh.. dun wanna go sch anymore. EoS is due 5 days after my bro's wedding! bleah.
this.
sucks.
bad.
o yea. jonathan pflug came today... apparently he's mg coach... he's extreme man... firstly he's q big (abt my size) and he looks heck different from that pic in the papers that day... but i don't care. he's uber bossy! at least he was to us.

*pflug walks into room*
Pflug: (authoritatively) get the girls a room!
*we tell him to use our room*
Pflug: (to sec1s) get out!
*after prep, debate*
Pflug: i don't want to be interrupted!
*after debate*
Pflug: you may go for the debrief. (sec1s slowly pack up) when i say may, means u get out of this room. not u can go for the debrief or you can stay in this room! *we start leaving* and pack up your things! i don't want anybody coming in and disturbing us!
*michael politely informs him that we normally go away then come back later etc...*
*ac debrief over*
so, when i leave at like 6, guess what. pflug is STILL debriefing mg! ........
quote of the day: "wah lau, and wearing military pants somemore! he looks like a slave driver" - Joshie on Pflug

sigh. back to work.....
"work work. more work?" - human peasant from WC3

Hoobastank - Out of Control

I've done everything as you say
I followed your rules without question
I thought it would help me see things clearly
But instead of helping me to see
I look around and it's like I'm blinded

(I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control)

Where should I go, What should I do
I don't understand what you wan't from me
'Cause I don't know if I can trust you
I don't understand what you want from me

I feel like I'm spinning out of control
I try to focus but everything's twisted
And all along I thought you would be there
To let me know I'm not alone
But in fact that's exactly what I want

(I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control)

Where should I go, What should I do
I don't understand what you want from me
'Cause I don't know if I can trust you
Or all of the things you've said to me
And I may never know the answer to this endless mystery
Where should I go, What should I do
I don't understand what you want from me

Is it a mystery?
Is it a mystery?

I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control!

Where should I go, What should I do
I don't understand what you want from me
'Cause I don't know if I can trust you
Or all of the things you've said to me
And I may never know the answer to this endless mystery
Where should I go, what should I do
I don't understand what you want from me

I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control out of control

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|12:33 AM|