Sunday, August 08, 2004

______________________________

i want my mom to read this. at least this post if nothing else. really.
so i went to tuition today even though im not supposed to cause i already went on thursday.
so i didn't tell her about the chinese test.
so i sit in front of the com for hours on end.
so i went tuition today cause i wanted to skip going to my grandfather's grave to pay him respects.
so i missed out on a ten course lunch.
so i'm a cruel piece of crap.
so i'm cynical.
so maybe i can't stand my mom.
so maybe i'm really bad at home.
so maybe i never listen to my parents.
so maybe i listen to, and like, marilyn manson, rammstein, rob zombie and other satanic shit.
so maybe u can't understand the likes of the rock and pop that i listen to.
so maybe i won't pay respects to you when you're dead.
so maybe i subscribe to "ren bu wei zi, tian zhu di mie" (for clarity, it translates loosely to "if man does not look out for himself, heaven and earth will be destroyed")
so maybe i never help out at home.
so maybe i can't give 2 shits about my homework.
so maybe i spend too much time on msn.
so maybe i'm violent.
so maybe i'm too emotionally attached to certain things/people.
so maybe i'm a lazy bum.
so maybe i won't keep my contract and give my parents 25% of my salary in future.
so maybe i detest my parents.
so maybe i'm elitist.
so maybe i won't even care if my mom dies.
so maybe i lie all the time.
so maybe i'm dishonest.
so maybe i cheat.
so maybe i pirate stuff off kazaa.
so maybe i never pay attention to the sermon in church.
so maybe i think church is a bore.
so maybe i've got the biggest ego this side of singapore.
so maybe i'm ungrateful.
so maybe i never talk to my parents.
so.
what.

do.
i.
look.
like.
i.
fucking.
care?

no.
N-O.

so.

to.
everyone.
out.
there.

go.
away.

seriously.

try.
this.
on.
for.
size.

Coal Chamber - Something Told Me

Some thing told me to tell you
Not to tell me what you do
I am what I fuckin' am
Many have tried to change this man
Life's always been an uphill fight
Some things I do you may not like
Life's always bee an uphill fight
Some thing I do you may like

Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me
Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me

Why do you do the shit that you do?
I'm doing just what I do
No, not what I want to do
But what I've got to to do we're through
Life's always been an uphill fight
Something I do you may not like
Life's always been an uphill fight
Something I do you may not like

Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me
Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me

Some thing told me to tell you
Not to tell me what you do
I am what I fuckin' am
Many have tried to change this man
Life's always been an uphill fight
Some things I do you may not like
Life's always bee an uphill fight
Some thing I do you may like

Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me
Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me

I'm sick of this shit
I'm sick of this shit
I'm sick of this shit, motherfucker!
I'm sick of this shit
I'm sick of this shit
I'm sick of this shit

I'm out of my mind and you're driving me crazy

Don't give it to me
Don't give it to me
Don't give it to me
Don't give it to me

It's not the same, it's not same
some things are not that same anymore

Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me
Something told me to tell you
Don't give it to me

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