Perhaps it is all a sham.
Feeling crushed now. Really Really crushed.
Well how would you feel then, if all you worked for, was not only not recognized, but even derided to some sort?
Is it not enough?
Is it never enough?
Perhaps you all may not realise it, but it is there.
When you try to be nice, and people misunderstand you.
Depressing. Abysmal.
Thing is, does one continue being nice?
Then again, if i don't try to be nice, there's once again the black self.
Egotistic. Arrogant. Aggressive. Full of crap.
The Devil and the Deep Blue Sea.
A trickery, a facade, or unending, unadulterated, egocentrism.
If I think about it, perhaps it's not so hard to choose...
Or is it?
Yet while i continue pondering, I choose the Devil.
A Mirror of Beauty and Falsehood.
And so it goes on.
You. You know who you are. Don't misunderstand me. Don't discard me for being nice.
"Lost the faith,
Lost the love,
But when the day is done..."
Mood - Emotionally Spent
Song - Slipknot - Diluted
Name: Benjamin Soh
Birthday: 11/02/1989
Nicks: BS
School: ACS(I)
Contact(msn): ben.soh@gmail.com
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Food: Meats, preferably in large quantities
Drinks: All carbonated ones, DOM, Absolut, Johnny Walker
Pastimes: Chatting, Basketball, Reading
People: Friendly, Talkative, Intellectual
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Things: Not being appreciated, Obscurity
Food: Coriander
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Probot - My Tortured Soul
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