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Monday, February 28, 2005

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The Unnamed Feeling

I realize now why I love Metallica's "The Unnamed Feeling".
Because i guess it really was written for those times when I cannot understand why I feel the way i do, given the way i should be feeling under the general circumstances.
And other than that, it sometimes feels like i cannot tell how i feel anymore.
Despair? Frustration? Boredom? Disdain? Passivity? Melancholy? Lethargy
Or perhaps, all of them rolled into one. That, that is the unnamed feeling.
And it's terrible. Like today, i received 2 subject awards, and an a2 for chinese, so one would conceivably think that i would be quite jubilant. Yet that was not the case.
Somehow. I guess it was what i talked with someone about. Which centred around, well yes, that old bete noire of everyone, politics.
Damn. Now i know why everyone hates politics. It just sucks doesn't it. Yet somehow, i've grown to realize that some things are indeterminably intertwined with politics due to their inherent nature. And that's what is most annoying.
I am considering certain things. But perhaps they shall not come to pass, or they shall. That is yet to be seen. I still have this year ahead of me at any rate.
And yes, it is all about the little things. The little things are the ones that matter. Not the big ones. It's quite a fact.

Well so much for discursive ramblings. Off to A Math.

Metallica - The Unnamed Feeling

(Been here before, Been here before
Been here before, Been here before)

(Been here before, Been here before)

Been here before couldn't say i liked it
Do i start writing all this down?
Just let me plug you into my world
Can't you help me be uncrazy?

Name this for me, heat the cold air
Take the chill off of my life
And if i could i'd turn my eyes
To look inside to see what's comin'

It comes alive
It comes alive
It comes alive
And i die a little more
It comes alive
It comes alive
It comes alive
Each moment here i die, i die, i die a little more

Then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Then the unnamed feeling
Takes me away

(Been here before, Been here before
Been here before, Been here before)

(Been here before, Been here before)

I'm frantic in your soothing arms
I can not sleep in this down filled world
I've found safety in this loneliness
But i can not stand it anymore

Cross my heart hope not to die
Swallow evil, ride the sky
Lose myself in a crowded room
You fool, you fool, it will be here soon

It comes alive
It comes alive
It comes alive
And i die a little more
It comes alive
It comes alive
It comes alive
Each moment here i die a little more
Ooh i die, i die, i die a little more

Then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Then the unnamed feeling
Treats me this way
And i wait for this train
Toes over the line
And then the unnamed feeling
Takes me away, it takes me...
Then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Then the unnamed feeling
Takes me away
yeah, it takes me away

Get the fuck out of here I just
wanna get the fuck away from me
I rage, i glaze, i hurt, i hate
I hate it all, why? Why? Why me?
I cannot sleep with a head like this
I wanna cry, I wanna scream
I rage, i glaze, i hurt, i hate
I wanna hate it all away...

Then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Then the unnamed feeling
Treats me this way
And i wait for this train
Toes over are the line
And then the unnamed feeling
Takes me away, yeah takes me away
Then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Then the unnamed feeling
Takes me away

[[ Sagacious Musings ]]*|8:43 PM|